What
to write?
What to write?
This question has come to my mind a
lot lately when I sit in front of my laptop in order to start writing. However,
I decided to start writing about this year and how it affected me and made me
grow physically and psychologically (although when I think about "growing
physically" I would find it kind of impossible).
I started my new job at the Caracas
Comic-Con, (I will write an entry about it, so no spoilers here), and I had to
say goodbye to a lot of friends. It is hard when you have to say goodbye to
someone that you thought that he or she would be with you the rest of the year
and you would achieve a lot of things together. I really miss them, especially
now that my birthday and Christmas are getting dangerously close.
I would like to thank my friends that are
still here with me, because they helped me handle stress and sadness through
the year with some time spend laughing and talking nonsense. Nevertheless, I still
feel a hole in my heart because of the people that left; I feel grateful for
each and everyone of them because somehow and in some way, they helped me grow
as a person.
What else can I say? I think that this year hurt
us Venezuelans really bad, I guess we all have our heart broken and spread out
in the whole world with our beloved ones. This year I grow stronger because of
them, because I don’t want to worry these people that need to concentrate in the
improving of their new lives outside their “Madre Patria”. But one thing that I
really wish with all my heart is to see them again in person one day, and not only
through my laptop screen.
I started to cry, maybe I will end this right here.
Hope you like it.
